December 2, 2010 - January 2, 2011

It's only been a month. And when you put it that way, it doesn't sound like it's really been long at all, but it feels like it's been an eternity. I spent the afternoon with my dad and my aunt because I wanted to be with people who were there when the month started. I'd be lying if I said it felt different, after a month having gone by, but it doesn't. I didn't know what I was supposed to feel then and I don't know now. Maybe after two months I will have better clarity.